Dec 312010
 

I think I’ve said this many a time, I’ve never had a good new years eve. It’s always been either me being sick or tired or not actually having a good time. I think most of it has to do with the fact that we try so hard to make this one night of the year super awesome fun.

But this year I think I’m playing it super low key…just going to a friends down the road for a drink and chillage…so hopefully this will break the trend.

I also just finished Gears of War2 yesterday (having taken a work at home day). It was a pretty good finish, quite easy last level compared to what came on the way to the last level. Now I just have to wait another 2 years or so for the next one to be released and drop into the bargain range. There’s also still Skibi’s Castle to conquer….respect.

In a stream of consciousness post, I upgraded my phone’s OS last night from an ancient Android 1.5 to a custom ROM posted by guys who finally bothered to root and mod the shitty Motorola Backflip, based on the only slightly out of date Android 2.1. I swear this is the last phone I buy from Motorola. I actually quite like their Blur service, which backs up all the contacts up automatically, but they make their phone so anti-upgrading in terms of building lock down on top of lock down even though they still ship an out of date OS without any intention to release upgrades themselves to people outside US. Fortunately the modders have put together a pretty good ROM as well being l33t enough to bypass their lockdown. The process was anything but painless though. If not for some persistence and searching, the phone would be either a brick by now, or still running 1.5. Basically it’s too hard and an arduous for your normal consumer to do, which is what I guess Motorola is aiming for, so they can sell another phone with a newer OS as an upgrade.

Finally, happy new year everyone. May we sigh less in 2011 with big wins ahead.

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Dec 232010
 

Merry xmas and happy new year from ultimatesigh.com. It’s been a very sighful and eventful year personally, not so much career wise. Who would have thought ultimatesigh would still be up.

Forums will be added soon so all impromptu sighs can be discussed, and of course once I have the mailserver configured correctly, we can look forward to @ultimatesigh.com addresses to anyone who wants it.

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Dec 212010
 

Time is never time at all, you can never ever leave, without leaving a piece of youth

That’s from the Smashing Pumpkins song, a song I really loved back in high school and uni. What the fuck does it mean? Who knows? But it sounds good and it’s pertinent because it talks about the leaving of youth. Sometimes I have to ask what the fuck is it I’m doing? I’m fiddling around with blogs like I did with this particular blog back in the day. I’m listening to the same songs, I’m commenting out some code in vi like I did back at uni (although this time it’s just a 1 liner for wordpress to recognise local host and not assignments).

Do I want there to be more in life? Sure I do. But I don’t want to climb the corporate ladder and chain myself to the desk. I don’t want to work 10 – 12 hours a day, 5 days a week. You know what? I like writing blogs, I like vi, I like fucking around and pissing my time away. What I don’t like is the feeling of only doing the say so of other people. I’m not just talking about work. I’m talking about personal life. Sure you had to do what your parents told you when you were a kid, but you had such shit loads of time that it didn’t matter, it didn’t eat into the meager personal time that you had. Now away from the office and you have obligations with parents plus you also have obligations from significant others and you have to use up time to deal with each and every one of those issues. Sometimes, I like to say that I feel like a 28 year old boy. Majority of the time I am happy even though I sigh, but sometimes I like to bust out some depressing songs and write some rants.

Life is for rich people to laugh at the rest of us

As said by Sutit.
Go to uni…then what?….then get a job…then what?….then get married…then what?…then have kids….then what?….then you get old and die. It’s the dot dots that I want to populate with then I chill.

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Dec 172010
 

I’ve been watching a bit of Community

Community logo

It is a great show and very funny. At least the first season that I’ve watched is anyway.

The main point I want to get across though is that the show actively promotes lower expectations by showing how liberating and happy that can make people feel. For example, in the show the star high school quarterback was crippled with expectations and ended up deliberately injuring himself so he didn’t have to face the final game. Then in community college where noone cared he was free to just play and enjoy the game again. Basically much of the show is about not caring about expectations anymore because noone expects much from community college students and that one shouldn’t beat themselves up so much if they don’t achieve everything they set out to.

Just enjoying the journey, chilling with friends, having heaps of fun and doing stupid shit is pretty good too. Well that is my take from the series. As I think about work and how infinite it is, I often think why we push ourselves to do even more stuff at or for work. It’s not like there’s a finite amount and once you push yourself to get it all done in extra time, then you can relax and do all the things you were holding off on doing. Work is the ultimate time sink, the more you put in, the more it takes. There will always be work to do at work. No matter how much effort or time you put into it. So why not do all those other things you wanted to do for yourself when you can? Do a good job at work, for whatever definition of “good” you want to use, then leave and do the shit that really matters to you. In the end the people who get ahead in life are either truly doing what they like and/or extremely gifted anyway and/or manipulative psychopaths and/or super charming or hot.
So let’s all be a community and not worry about killing ourselves for European handmade faucets or luxury cars made from unobtanium. Time you spend doing that is time you miss out doing better stuff, like upgrading to KDE4.6 or playing soccer or whatever floats your boat.

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Dec 152010
 

I’ve been playing another game I bought from Good Old Games, Serious Sam: First Encounter. In fact I finished it already. It’s really fun, huge amount of enemies to kill with lots of ammo around to do the shooting with.

My sigh is that the other game I’ve been playing, Ted Murphy Pandora Directive, had all the saved games deleted by accident. So I have to start from the beginning again, after spending so much time exploring the game and solving things. It’s truly a sigh. I really want to see the story line played out. Looks like over Xmas, I have something else to do.

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Dec 132010
 

Ah, my fellow sigh meisters, there are quite a few things to write about in H.T’s world of football:

1) MEGA SIGH!! Mcghees has lost their first game of the season, going down 6-5 to Dirk’s Digglers in a tightly contested affair. The lost was mainly due to dodgy keeping on the night and somewhat poor defending and a bit of bad luck with Rob doing his best Raph impersonation and Raph being busy with work so he can’t come. Still, we should be set to make the semis and then choke in the finals once again in our quest for Div1 promotion.

2) Ultimate SIGH!! Bayern Munich lost against Schalke last week 2-0, apparently from looking at the high lights we weren’t bad, but we did waste heaps of chances and Neuer (the Schalke+Germany GK) made heaps of saves. This loss still leaves us lightyears behind Dortmund in terms of the championship and the best we can hope for is probably 2nd and ECL qualification. We did win against St pauli over the weekend but that’s expected, with 1 more game to go against stuttgart before the winter break we’re currently sitting in 5th.

3) Ultimate YAY!! Schweinsteiger just announced that he will extend his contract with Bayern till 2016, which means him, Lahm (best WB in the world), Badstuber and Mueller and Ribery are all staying till 2016. This will provide us with a good platform to grow for the next few seasons, provided the management buys us a new youngish GK, a world class CB and a striker that can score (Dzeko? Tevez? Torres?). But the core of the team is set, provided Toni Kroos stays and keeps improving.

Think that’s enough  sighing for now. Until next time~!

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Dec 102010
 

Besides the stupid nature of the work and the shitness of timelines, there’s also all sorts of politics and fucking no communication. I seriously need another job which I ll keep an eye out for next year. The only thing I like about my current job is the good hours I get to keep. But beyond that, fuck it. They can take their shit and shove it. Although I do need the money.

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Dec 012010
 

People have asked, yes they have, why I haven’t sighed recently. It’s because of being very busy and tired. All this is due to the usual root cause of sighs. So I won’t say too much more about that, except sigh.

But I have just got my new lego set!!!!!!!

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It’s the motorised lego version. I’m really looking forward to assembling the lot when I get the time. Hopefully over a weekend soon. Thanks Salsa.

Also sigh super sigh, Xmas parties scratched due to bad publicity fears.

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Dec 012010
 

Good news. Mandriva is going to come out with a 2010.2 release, a refresh and update before shifting to a new annual release cycle. It seems there’s still life in the old distribution yet. Let’s just wait and see if it’ll still be of the good quality that I’ve come to associate with Mandriva. 🙂

Looking forward to the refresh regardless.

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